diamonds on the soles of her shoes

“tomorrow tomorrow, i love ya tomorrow, youre only a day away”

this is a great annie song slash the start to my body improvements since wait…i have been yolo-ing too much with food lately. oooops, sorry im only sorta sorry

when you think about me, do you think about 17?

what a whirlwind. this thing called life. “funny how a melody sounds like a memory” 

being home this weekend has been nice. i feel the memories when i drive by certain places. i smell the warm summer air as early may gets hotter and hotter. i sing those certain songs in the car. i appreciate being with my family. as dysfunctional as we may. i miss being able to connect with some people. i like running into familiar faces of the past. one even put a giant smile on my face. seeing my sister growing up, living and learning. she is quite the gem and i am so proud of her. although it is only my first week of this almost 4 month summer vacation, i am anticipating what is waiting. the possibilities, the chances, the changes, twists and turns, people and places, the adventures, the old and of course the new. i just cant wait to seize the moment and not regret. that is silly. why wait? id rather make a fool of myself then wish i wouldve done something. im not one to sit back and watch, wait, wish. not this time, thats for sure.